Bit of a low energy day today. I’ve been wanting to tinker on my site but I have no motivation to do anything today. Been mostly bed rotting watching the Gilmore Girls and sleeping. I think I have a bit of the winter blues and just generally feeling really low energy. I’m not direly depressed and going all suicidal, I just feel like my energy and motivation is lost at the moment. I wish humans could just hibernate in the winter. Not have to work or be forced to socialize. I wouldn’t mind being a shut in from November-March lol. I’m going to have a busy few days this coming week socially and I just kind of don’t want to do any of it. With the exception of my husband, people really drain my energy and I just don’t feel like I have any extra to give right now. I have a book club meet up, a work thing for my husband, and going out for lunch with my mother, and part of me just wants to cancel it all so I can be a shut in and just take the days I can to try and get some energy back. I probably have a vitamin D deficiency right now honestly. xD Mixed with a bit of PMS because I know my monthly visitor is going to be here any day now and I just don’t want to deal with people. Maybe I will end up cancelling everything. It’d probably be better than everyone getting a cranky half hearted version of myself who really doesn’t want to be there. I’m not great company when I’m tired and I can only mask it for so long. Can’t give from a cup that’s already empty.